I can’t even deal with myself right now

Crying is lethargic. I wish I really had something to cry about.

The amount of frustration right now is honestly confusing. I’m not just frustrated, I’m annoyed at myself for being frustrated. I don’t even know how I would express this. Everything I would say would come out wrong, I know it. My head hurts, my throat hurts, I’ve been having weird dreams for the past 3 days and I have a final at 8am. I can’t even sleep I feel all sticky.

Whatever.

Anonymously tell me your honest opinion about me. I can’t reply, just publish.

Person: What do you want for your birthday?
Me: *Forgets everything I have ever wanted*